Freelance Co-Creation

For my boss to SMILE at me. I got a glare yesterday for no real reason, I think it's time she smiled at me.

For written confirmation to successfully be sent and arrive and be seen by me that says yes I AM on the course.

For me to be able to quickly easily get the alphabetical dividers I need.

For me & my teammates to pass the observation (yes ANOTHER one, sigh!) with flying colours on Friday AND to be able to get the notes from past ones for me to keep in my file.

For my husband and I when we go to Egypt to be able to return on Sunday night NOT on Friday. For the highest good of all concerned! (Cos I wanna stay longer and see more!

An interactive whiteboard for my class, a door and a wall where it is open.

To continue losing weight without really trying, more of it off my face please!

To feel refreshed today, despite not sleeping well.

For the kids to be settled in from today, enough already of the constant crying!!! I'd like them ALL to get on with it, find things to do and be happy!

To have a wonderful, successful day.

To quickly, easily get the info back up on the wall and the things filed I need to.

To be appreciated more at work and be SHOWN that I am appreciated, told of the good I do etc.

To get the parking space I want, right near the door.

That's all for now, thank you for taking care of things!

Anyone that feels so inclined please add your wishes, love, light whatever to these!! Thank you!!!!!

Last night hubby gave me the best kiss he's EVER given me! The funny thing is he doesn't remember it! (he was half asleep!) but it was HIM all right! Well, actually it WAS in the wee hours of this morning so I guess I CAN count it!

Today I got to enjoy some more free games (trials) AND

I got a free lipstick sample card at the mall including one colour which was perfect for my outfit & topping up the lipstick I'd been wearing earlier!

OOH AND my dad said his present from me (birthday) was perfect it was like something or someone was helping me! I mean mum helped a bit but I think he means BEYOND that! WOW! Like I was guided! (Maybe Source/Universe DID guide me..hmm?!

I recently got some free music and a free microcassette to record some study notes on.

Last weekend hubby paid for the groceries, we got four free mini samples of yummy fruit juice plus soya, he paid for some chips, two body sprays and mouth wash - no we don't smell!! I just like to make sure we KEEP it that way! - and he paid for the belt I wanted and I needed a belt. OK the last one I had to twist his arm a bit - NOT literally!! by proving there was nothing cheaper and as durable but after that he was happy to buy it for me. So free belt, free juices, free chips, free mouth wash - oh and floss - free body sprays! Thank you Universe Source AND hubby and juice people for the freebies!

The lovely, relaxing park we live close to, I had another walk in it today. Gorgeous weather! Enjoyed some free games (trials) that really relaxed me and helped me unwind. Also hubby gave me a brand new pen (highlighter) he'd just found on the street! Space has been an issue for hubby & me for a LONG while. I mean literal space - space to put things! ANYway, on Saturday our landlord went shopping with us and we found a storage thing which includes an area for the TV and he paid for it! It will stay in the flat when we leave but for now it's gonna be GREAT! It's not going to put together for 2 or 3 weeks, when he is free but still! Hubby & I bought two containers for it and will buy more step by step but we can also use it without! Yippee! Soon no more CDs on the floor! That day I also got more sleeping in - a little - and a smile from a colleague of mine we've both been on holiday but I thought she was in a mood with me before - not anymore! and also three emails from friends and one from a potential friend! Cool! Thank you Universe/Source!

TODAY (Monday)

Wowzer MORE freebies! This is SO cool!! I found 6p at work and later on my walk 1p more so free money. I got more time in the bathroom & kitchen than before (and a new system so that's ongoing!) AND when I came back from my walk, hubby was home from HIS work and said "close your eyes" and when I opened them there was a lovely bag & inside it a dress for me in two of my favourite colours & a bag for me in a colour I like that he bought me today & I didn't know!! YAY!!! THANK YOU Universe & Source. Waaay cool all these freebies! OH and a free folder for some of my work stuff - a "ring-binder" given to me from a colleague too! Plus of course the fresh air, trees, grass, mild weather etc. in the park. MmmHMM! Feeling abundant! Almost every day there have been freebies or discounts or SOMETHING abundant! for maybe a week almost?? THANK YOU!!

Oh and hubby's job keeps getting extended for another week, then another etc!! And there are OTHER people wanting him to work for them as WELL! Unfortunately at the same time, we need to work on that one somehow!

Tomorrow after a LONG holiday (well, six weeks! although I DID have to do a lot of study!) I go back to work. I'm slightly nervous, not as much as usual though and feeling better than usual which is good! I'd like to share what I'd like to manifest tomorrow and for this next school year and what I appreciate. So here goes!

OK I want to manifest that tomorrow I wake up feeling refreshed and in a good mood! That my landlord sticks to the bathroom schedule we all agreed on! Which will give me 30 minutes for skincare, make up, bathroom etc. (lovely) and then the kitchen all to myself and taking my time!!! Yes PLEASE! And that he CONTINUES to stick to this! I'd like, before my bathroom time, after hubby wakes up to quickly, easily sort out what I am wearing etc. and after that maybe read some nice posts on here! I'd like an easy, relaxing drive to work, with Abe CDs on my stereo. I'd like the meeting to be humourous, positive, informative and actually fun! I'd like smiles and I'd like tons of help & support from my colleagues. I'd like my assistant to respect me, help out more and willingly with charts, collecting money, talking to the parents, behaviour management and the teaching! I'd like to have a wonderful class this year. Yes, it's true EVERY year has been better than the last esp. my class! (My first class was NOT good though!) I'd like to have supportive, helpful parents and families who come in and help and who really help their children's learning too and do work with them at home. I'd like those 2 who are coming back - no names here! - who have NOT been helping their children learn to be really inspired to do so and to enjoy it and I'd like to see ONLY the mum & grandma of the boy & the Uncle to ONLY collect when sober. I'd like children who are predominantly peaceful, intelligent, learn quickly, play joyfully and quietly and yet in a way that is fun for them! and who really listen to me - and my colleagues - and respect us. I'd like to continue having good relations with my new colleage and all staff. I'd like to have great relationship with my boss and have her respect me and see the good in me. I'd like the deputy and the others who were helping me with my course to continue to do so! I'd like a (school) year of lots more freedom, ease, flexibility, longer lunches, lets say one hour lunch breaks EVERY day! to get the planning from A. and only Ofsted when I have EVERYTHING organised or that they only see the others!! And I want more fun in my job! Better communication with others, more support, more help, more teamwork! Thank you and so it is!

What do I appreciate? The new clothes I will be wearing tomorrow!!! The pay. The holidays. The kids that ARE cute & funny & smart & kind. When they progress. Oh and their creativity! Some colleagues that ARE helpful & supportive whom I couldn't appreciate more! That it lets me & hubby live & work in the country we want to and that it has helped us extend our visas several times! That the school - on the whole - has a good reputation. And lots of very clever kids! That it's close to home. That we have 2 days to get ready for the new class. Oh also Universe I want my boss to agree to give me time to get the experience with the older kids I need - e.g. 2 hours a week - for my course. I would also like to see her smile at me more! Thank you for how she HAS improved a LITTLE in this & been a bit more positive! Finally I want to manifest lots of money for the Nursery & wouldn't it be nice to have an interactive whiteboard and new trays! Thank you and so it is!

This fortnight I've seen birds, (including a cute little one and a black, blue & white one) ducks (on my walk) squirrel (2x through my window) and a black and white cat. And some cute dogs too! Thank you for this too Universe/Source!

Well!! Hubby finally got paid for some work he'd been doing and he spent

I worked hard and my tutor worked hard with me and also I visualised passing the maths course I was on (had my exam in June) and finding the feeling (as much as I could!) and also some great things happened along the way like getting a great tutor, finding a wonderful place to sit the exam with wonderful staff and them changing the exam body they were using which also made things easier for me!! Twice - 2nd time today! - I went into to the place I sat the exam on the off-chance of someone being there. Both times the boss arrived minutes after me (today she said it is "uncanny" but we know better don't we folks!) and the first time she was going to just go in and check the mail - that was when I was going to drop my assignment off and needed to get it there that day - and the school was closed! but she had left her car lights on so she was one hour later than planned - flat battery - which was great for me cos that aligned things so that she turned up just after me! And she might even be able to pay hubby to make something for the school! Anyway, I just am SO pleased I passed! As I sat the intermediate - not higher - level, the highest mark I could get was a B and although I only needed a C to pass I thought a B would be GREAT and that's what I visualised, affirmed and asked for. Studied for too of course and I also asked the Universe to make my understanding and memory better which it did! And I got a B!! I still have to get on another course which means three more tests AND more things groan!! but I needed to pass this maths test to get on it so I'm pleased I have!!! Cos passing the next test means hubby & I can extend our visas and then two years after THAT get UK citizenship!! SO! Other nice things are:

Hubby got paid finally and he says he is giving me

Well to add to my blessings about six lovely noisy black and white birds of a kind I don't think I've seen before just landing squawking in the tree outside my window!! I've never seen that many of them go in there at once either!!!

I had lost part of a form for a course I have to get on. Well someone said could I manifest getting on the course without needing that part and I thought at first, Oh yeah RIGHT! But you know, people, that seems to be what I've just done! At first I felt terrible about losing the form so it's taken time to get me to feeling much better and more hopeful about it!! My friends at my Abraham Hicks meetup group really helped and we had a lovely, encouraging, fun time together on Sunday.

And yesterday I gave the form and ID etc. to the course administrater. So far she has NOT said ANYTHING about the lost part!! Soooo I just might be on it!!!! If so it's a miracle!!!

And one I'm very pleased about too I might add!

I just noticed the tree next to the one where the birds landed before is growing pears!

I'm appreciating even the rain there's been lately cos that makes it less likely for there to be a drought. So, sorry other people in London, I guess I helped manifest the rain!!! Cos for once in my life I really wanted it to rain!! (To prevent the drought.)

Other great things in my life are I'm going to the theatre today and soon and I'm also going to book a ticket to Bob Procter. That's right, ANOTHER of the "Secret" teachers!! I've seen Mike Dooley and now Bob Procter is coming to London - in September. And that was another thing I asked the Universe for that I could meet the Secret teachers!

Hubby is going for his Austrian visa tomorrow. I hope we can manifest that too. We've booked & paid for a flight and hotel and also I've found two fabulous tours one perfect for him, one perfect for me. So the idea is to do one the first day, one the second - as long as we will still have time to catch the flight back!!

That's all from me, for now.